It's coming so fast!

As i'm lying on my bed listening to music, my cat sleeping besides me and as I can hear the sound of rain outside, I am realizing that I only have about 12 days like this, then I don't know what to expect!


 My room is almost like a natural disaster and the disaster is : ME! Yesterday I started packing all my things because somebody else is going to live in my room. It was kinda hard. All those memories put into a box makes me sad! But I'm sure that I won't regret it. An other hard thing is to see all my friends going to ''cegep'' (college). When i'm going to come back i'm going to be one year before them at school, it may be practical for notes an exams! :D So now the hard part : packing my suitcases! I really don't know how i'm going to manage to put everything in 2 suitcases!! And I only want to full one with my stuff, to have place to bring LOTS of things. 


I recently bought 4 books of Italiano/French books! So i'm going to be able to practice and get better. I really want to come back here and be able to say that I almost speak perfect Italiano!


As I was speaking with somebody that's going to Italy in a couple of days too, I realized that i'm not realizing that i'm going to be in Italy! Last time I went on vacation for 10 days, I started to realize where I was like when I stepped for the first time in Jamaica! And I really realized it 2 days after I was there. So yes I'm packing and everything, but it steels doesn't seam real! I'm scared that somebody will wake me up ti tell me that it was only a dream! Since I was a little girl, it was my dream to go on vacation to Italy. But not it's not only for vacation, it's for an experience of a life time!  And it's funny how my mom is so proud of me.  Everybody my mom has the change to talk for more than 5 minutes she tells them about me. Last week, I went with my mom to buy are new floors. She had already spoken to the man in the shop. So a few seconds after I enter (and recognize my mom) he tells me ''Oh! You're the lucky girl that's going in Italy for a year''! He didn't even say hi and I didn't even know who it is! Ahahaha. I'm kinda getting tired of explaining why and with who i'm going in Italy. There's not a lot of people here that know what Rotary is! But I guess I have to get use to it!